Clean Slate Seems Great Right Now

Happy 2010 everyone! Isn't it weird how its a new decade. This decade is going to be a big one with changes. Starting off this year: Rob comes back from Iraq(Finally), I'm seeing Bon Jovi again, and I turn 18. I do have new years resolutions that I want to get through. Heres some:
1. Finally see Wicked/Next to Normal
2. Get a dress for Prom
3. Pass Junior Year
4. Just pass math in general
5. Take the SATs
6. Do NOT fall so quickly for guys
7. Finally admit that you're over them

I'm saying number 7 right now. I got over Noah. Yes I know shocking but its true. I kind of knew that I was getting over him in November. See I got my junior ring and Noah was one of the first guys that turned it. Although I was both nervous and excited, when I asked him and he turned it I thought Ok this is cool and I wasn't shaking or stuttering. And then later on I realized maybe he and I aren't meant to be. Liking someone for a year and never got to be anything more was a bit of a waste of time. Plus, he's talking to someone and you know if bygones be bygones and he and that girl start dating then I'll be happy for him. I'm going to sound like the biggest hypocrite right now but I still think Noah is a great guy and I MAY still like him a little. But I'm not going to be obsessed with him anymore. We're just going to be friends and that's fine with me.

This decade is going to be big for me as well. I'm graduating High School in 2011, I'll be entering college, I'm going to be 20 :-O, I may find love, I may get heart broken, I may audition for American Idol, I may graduate college. Life is turning fast. I don't want to be a grown up yet and have responsibilities. Granted that I should be excited and I am but its scary and its sad that I can't turn back time and re live the good days when I was 8 and have not a care in the world.

I just want this year to be a great one. 2009 was good but it had downs as well as ups. I just hope this will be a good year for me. Who knows what the future will hold for us?

-Hail=]