If I Go Crazy, Will You Still Call Me Superman?

So my birthday was great. Started off with a phone call from this girl I worked with Steph saying theres a meeting at 12:30. I was like sure I'll go. So I had breakfast and I went to the pool and everyone at the front gate yelled Happy Birthday. I smiled and thanked them all and went to the shed. Matt, Shauna and Emily(Lifeguards)wished me a Happy Birthday and good luck on my driving test. So I'm talking to Em in the shed and Matt comes in to say that the meeting is starting. Me and Em go into the main office and I see Steph, Shauna and most of the people I work with crowded in the office with a cake with a 17 candle on it. My jaw dropped to the floor and they all sang Happy Birthday. I felt like crying(good way). No one has ever done that for me and I couldn't thank them enough. The cake was amazing and they had cookies as well. I go out the door to see Dillon on training. I get a few cookies and walk over. He wished me a Happy Birthday(Highlight of the day) and we talked for a bit on how my day's going to be. I offer him a cookie but he said that he just had lunch before but he took it and saved it for later=] I told him that they had a party in the office and that if he wanted to he can go get cake and whatever. He said cool and then he had to watch the pool.

Anyways I stayed at work util 3 and then I went home and I helped my mom to make Chicken Parm and it was delicious. We had that with ziti. Afterwords We had ice cream cake and I opened presents. I got a Green Day Tee, A Harry Potter tee, Some shirts from Victoria Secret, A Johnny Depp bag, iPod cases and money. All in all it was a great day.

The day after I went for my driving test. It was a fail. Major fail. I didn't get my license. The instructor or whoever they called was a prick and he wouldn't let me finish the course. I bumped the barrier for parallel parking an inch, not even, and he failed me on the spot. I started to cry because he was harsh and didn't even say anything. My mom's gonna make me wait a while and then I'll re take the test. I'll hopefully pass this time. Cross your fingers.

But anyways my birthday was great. I couldn't thank anyone enough. Well its early but I'm ending my blog. I'll probably blog tomorrow or later in the week.

-Hail=]

I have a Ph.D In Horribleness

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, Sing like a bird
Dizzy in my head. Spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, Buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh you make me smile=]


I love Smile by Uncle Cracker. It reminds me of Dillon and Noah. Wait have I mentioned Dillon before? I guess not, well I can start now. Dillon is a lifeguard I work with. He just graduated and he's a flirt(yes I know not to fall for them but I can't help it). He's very cute, funny and drives me to the brink on insanity. He has a hot body and we talk a bit mainly the hi, what's up convos. He drove me home twice but he drives like a maniac and listens to very loud rap music.

So last Wednesday I worked for Martin and Dillon and Noah were both working(My heart never slowed down and I couldn't concentrate). So this girl Emily is like Noah's BFF and was like attatched herself to him so I couldn't give him my poem that I wrote for him. I wrote one for Dillon and decided to give it to him that day. Before that happened, Me, Dillon, Noah, Emily and a few other guys went swimming. I thought it was funny to splash Dillon when he wasn't looking. We had a 5 minute splashing fight. I seriously thought I was dreaming for a while but I wasn't. After that I pulled him aside and told him that I liked him and gave him the poem. He...um rejected me. He wasn't mean about it or rude. He thought it was sweet but he said that he was talking to someone(but wasn't seeing anyone) and he wanted to remain "faithful". I was in shock for a bit and started to cry(not in front of him but in the bathroom). The girls that I work with felt so sorry for me cause they knew I liked him and all of that so they said that there are other guys out there and I felt better.

So Yesterday I worked and Dillon was there(well he works on the Sunday-Tues Shift and I work the Thurs-Sat shift and we switch every other Wednesday). We had our brief convos and everything like that. We were on break and Martin comes over and thought it would be funny to push me into diving. I land on Matt by accident and I got out and pushed Martin into the main pool. Dillon grabs my arm and throws me into diving twice. I didn't mind that because it felt amazing(well him touching my arm and the water was so nice). After that we looked at each other for a few minutes(eye to eye contact) and he had a serious look on his face and I was trying to but I couldn't. It was great. I still think theres a chance with us but you know we're getting there.

And yes I still like Noah. I've liked him since December but I think he's dating Emily or someone. I really don't know. But I will tell Noah how I feel and give him the poem. Hopefully before summer ends *fingers cross*

I watched Dr. Horrible Sing-Along Blog(Title of blog is a quote from there) for the 8th time. It's pretty awesome but its sad. Neil Patrick Harris is an amazing singer and actor. He performed in a Sweeney Todd Concert as Toby and he's on How I Met Your Mother and Dougie Houser(when he was a kid that is).

Oh and I have sort of good news about my brother. He may not go to Iraq but to Puerto Rico for those 4 months. I really hope he goes there. At least he's in the US area and not half way across the world.

5 Days!!!!

-Hail=]

It's Gonna be TOTALLY AWESOME!

August already? Damn this summer is going so fast. I haven't blogged in a while so I have to update this more frequently. I've been too busy with work. I had my first save Saturday!!! It was a little scary but that whole Adrenaline rush kicked in and I dove in and saved this little girl from diving. That's the best thing about being a lifeguard. Knowing that one day you'll be the one saving someone. Everyone clapped after I rescued her and it made me feel a little good(I had to go back in the water though because my glasses were at the bottom).

Saturday was also Kimberly's birthday. I have her present and when she gets back to NJ, I need to give it to her. I know she'll love it. We haven't been hanging out lately consisting she and Michelle are on vacation together and I'm stuck here in our hell-hole of a town working. We need to hang out soon before school starts(Which is in about a month=O)

So it's true. My brother is going to Iraq in September. What the fuck?! Seriously, I thought Obama was taking troops OUT of there. Why must my brother go? I know he signed up for this and I can't do anything about it(If I could I would lock him in his room forever). He's going down the base Aug 15th and then we'll know when he's going and hopefully when he's coming back. He told us he may leave the 4th of Sept. and come back in January. Shit those 4 months will feel like when he was stuck in Texas(only worse and I'll be watching the news 24/7). I guess all we have to do is hope and pray he'll be ok. I'm planning on buying yellow ribbon from AC&Mores and making those little support our troops ribbons and hand them out with Robs name on it. I'm thinking about that but I'm not quite sure if I will or not.

So anyways there's this musical on Youtube called "A Very Potter Musical"(Formally Harry Potter the Musical. Changed the name because of copyrights.) It's on StarKidPotter's Channel and it's probably one of the best things on Youtube right now. It explains HP in 2 hours or so and it's easy to understand. I love it. My favorite characters are Voldemort, Quirrel, Malfoy and Ron. They are just totally awesome(That's where the phrase in my title came from).

So it's 20 days until my 17th birthday!!!(And 21 till I hopefully get my license). I'm hoping my bro will leave his car down here when he's away so I can take it to school/swim team practice. I do need to go driving again. I have to make sure I can park and everything like that.

Anyways I'm gonna end this blog and listen to my music(I FINALLY got a new iPod=]). I have 409 songs on it.

-Hail=]