I have a Ph.D In Horribleness

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, Sing like a bird
Dizzy in my head. Spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, Buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh you make me smile=]


I love Smile by Uncle Cracker. It reminds me of Dillon and Noah. Wait have I mentioned Dillon before? I guess not, well I can start now. Dillon is a lifeguard I work with. He just graduated and he's a flirt(yes I know not to fall for them but I can't help it). He's very cute, funny and drives me to the brink on insanity. He has a hot body and we talk a bit mainly the hi, what's up convos. He drove me home twice but he drives like a maniac and listens to very loud rap music.

So last Wednesday I worked for Martin and Dillon and Noah were both working(My heart never slowed down and I couldn't concentrate). So this girl Emily is like Noah's BFF and was like attatched herself to him so I couldn't give him my poem that I wrote for him. I wrote one for Dillon and decided to give it to him that day. Before that happened, Me, Dillon, Noah, Emily and a few other guys went swimming. I thought it was funny to splash Dillon when he wasn't looking. We had a 5 minute splashing fight. I seriously thought I was dreaming for a while but I wasn't. After that I pulled him aside and told him that I liked him and gave him the poem. He...um rejected me. He wasn't mean about it or rude. He thought it was sweet but he said that he was talking to someone(but wasn't seeing anyone) and he wanted to remain "faithful". I was in shock for a bit and started to cry(not in front of him but in the bathroom). The girls that I work with felt so sorry for me cause they knew I liked him and all of that so they said that there are other guys out there and I felt better.

So Yesterday I worked and Dillon was there(well he works on the Sunday-Tues Shift and I work the Thurs-Sat shift and we switch every other Wednesday). We had our brief convos and everything like that. We were on break and Martin comes over and thought it would be funny to push me into diving. I land on Matt by accident and I got out and pushed Martin into the main pool. Dillon grabs my arm and throws me into diving twice. I didn't mind that because it felt amazing(well him touching my arm and the water was so nice). After that we looked at each other for a few minutes(eye to eye contact) and he had a serious look on his face and I was trying to but I couldn't. It was great. I still think theres a chance with us but you know we're getting there.

And yes I still like Noah. I've liked him since December but I think he's dating Emily or someone. I really don't know. But I will tell Noah how I feel and give him the poem. Hopefully before summer ends *fingers cross*

I watched Dr. Horrible Sing-Along Blog(Title of blog is a quote from there) for the 8th time. It's pretty awesome but its sad. Neil Patrick Harris is an amazing singer and actor. He performed in a Sweeney Todd Concert as Toby and he's on How I Met Your Mother and Dougie Houser(when he was a kid that is).

Oh and I have sort of good news about my brother. He may not go to Iraq but to Puerto Rico for those 4 months. I really hope he goes there. At least he's in the US area and not half way across the world.

5 Days!!!!

-Hail=]